12:45

I am still so mad that I am mulling shit over at this hour. It dawned on me that I had sent the bitch a really nice email after her and j broke up saying i had hoped they stayed together and that i am here if she needed to talk and she didn't even respond and when i drove him over to her place to drop off money owed for rent she didn't een come out and say hi but if either had been done by peter her nose hairs would be tickling his crotch again. she is still doing the ignoring thing with me but when i sent an email not even intended for her she sent a really nasty note back to me. she started calling peter already and it hasn't even been a full day well she started yesterday even. j did this, his car is running like this, yada yada yada. i keep only myspace acct only for pics and on it i wrote brown noser keep yer nose outa my man's ass. immature i know but i hope she reads it. oh i expect the phone calls to double then but atleast she knows i think she is a brown noser. i do not want to see her at christmas and i also found out she emailed him while they were on their break up and sent pictures. like he really cares about a thanksgiving pic of her and her family. well i sure don't. the girl loves herself too much as it is. she has more pics of herself and herself alone on her myspace. it is set to private now and has been since the break up but is saw that jared added her as a friend yesterday. pretty sad i don't even have one friend i could even add any ways.