Apparently the meeting at the school lasted 2 hours. The school psychiatrist, teachers, principal, counselor etc were there along with Andrews parents. He was officially diagnosed as emotionally disturbed, bipolar, some anger diagnoses and addict. Since he is finally diagnosed the SD can put him in a drug program and it will be payed for. They are sending him to a new school to get him away from all of his drug buddies. I guess the VP stated that he better not f off like always because she is pulling strings to get him into the most sought after school. His meds were switched recently and his mother reports that his anger explosions are less frequent and liveable. Let's hope that Andrew doesn't turn out like Peter's sister who has never gotten clean and has been in and out of mental institutions all her life. (She is still in one right now trying to get clean again) Peter's sister is bipolar also. Boy I pray that Aiden doesn't have all those problems.
We got a call last night from Uncle Solar who asked for me on the phone. So I assumed he wanted me to watch Seiji. Boy was I wrong. He said that he wanted to treat me and Peter to a concert but that we would have to pay for transportaion. He would pitch in for lodging. I said okay? So the trip was to go see a concert, Rod Stewart to be exact. Here is the catch. It is for Feb in Madison Square Garden. I had a momentary brain fart and asked where is that. he replied New York and at that moment I felt like the biggest idiot that ever walked the face of the earth. Any way I guess I sounded less than enthusiastic so he went through all the possible reasons which boiled down to leaving Aiden for a few days. In the end Peter talked to him the next day and told him no. His brother called me in the middle of class today and asked me to call back. I haven't yet and I am not crtain that I need to as Peter already talked to him and instead asked him to pick up 4 tickets to Trans Siberia Orchestra at Arco. Looks like we will be taking Andrew and his gf if they want to go.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
bargain shopping
I usually by a lot of stuff online. For one it is easier than dragging my son to the stores, but also because shopping up here sorta sucks. Our JcPenney at the mall is so small all they have are clothes and a few sheets, towels and limited bedding. I got a queen size down alternative comforter for our bed for $45.00. I thought it was going to be $35 but I missed that sale I guess. I got two more pair of jeans for myself since I don't fit in any jeans except one pair. Just when I went out and bought moisturizer and stuff yesterday I came home and I apparantly missed cancelling a shipment of hydroderm so a box was sitting on my porch when I got there. I didn't tell Peter that I bought stuff yesterday.
Peter has a meeting at the high school for Andrew with his ex. His grades are terrible and I guess it is to see about getting him on track. Can't say back on track because he never has been on track. All I know is that he is not coming to live with us. Period. I know that Peter wouldn't even suggest it since he has his girlfriend now. Whew thank you Heather. Does this look like the boy is changing at all? He told his dad he has 15 days clean but I don't think he really wants to be clean. I would think if he intended to he would change his website a bit. He is too proud of the fact that he is drinking and druggin.
Peter has a meeting at the high school for Andrew with his ex. His grades are terrible and I guess it is to see about getting him on track. Can't say back on track because he never has been on track. All I know is that he is not coming to live with us. Period. I know that Peter wouldn't even suggest it since he has his girlfriend now. Whew thank you Heather. Does this look like the boy is changing at all? He told his dad he has 15 days clean but I don't think he really wants to be clean. I would think if he intended to he would change his website a bit. He is too proud of the fact that he is drinking and druggin.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
anti aging stuff
I tried the free trial of hydroderm and the exfolliant. The exfoliant was a teeeny tiny bottle and even though I could have used it daily I didn't. It cost $39 and lasted 2 months. The serum and cream for the trial cost $67 or so if you don't return it within 30 days. They automatically ship you a supply every two months unless you opt out or cancel. I fell in love with the stuff but it is too expensive (Peter through a fit) So now I am trying the Loreal microdermabrasion and peel kit for a fraction of the cost and lot bogger bottles. I tried it today along with the olay moisturizer. So far I like it. It can only be used 2 times a week. I liked the exfolliant from hydroderm because every day I sluffed off all the old skin and was left with a very clean, small pored and clearer complexion. I normally have large pores and I am often times broke out in black heads and pimples.
Monday, November 27, 2006
Christmas shopping
I bought a normally $600 watch for Peter for $338 and free shipping. Yeah I am sure he will love it. He better for that price. It is a diamond accented Bulova.
I didn't know what else to get him. He has an unnatural obsession with watches so I opted for that even though he already has close to 20. I think I will get him a watch case also.
The rest of the weekend went well on Sat and Sun. Peter's brother came over on Sat and the kids drove us crazy. Sunday we did shopping but not for Christmas. We better get a move on. I already know what my dad wants, the grandma's are pretty easy to buy for and the rest of the family is hard. Well except for my son who tells me at every commercial what he wants. LOL.
Speaking of my son. He has been playing nick jr games and is so good these days he needs absolutely no help. He can also switch to his dvd games by himself as I have walked in to find him playing pin ball when he was previously playing Wow Wow Wubzy. He uses his thumb on the mouse since his hands are too small but it doesn't slow him down. He also has two hand coordination and can use the arrow keys and space bar at the same time to make the characters walk and jump at the appropriate times. The bad part is we have tos hut the computer off just to get him off to eat or do something different. He is hooked and doesn't event ake his eyes off to look at you. So I am not even certain what his limit should be.
On a bad note. Someone broke into Jared's car over the weekend and stole his laptop that we just bought him last Christmas out of the trunk. So he lost the camera we gave him. He broke the camcorder we bought him and now this. I swear his kids are the most irresponsible I have ever seen.
I didn't know what else to get him. He has an unnatural obsession with watches so I opted for that even though he already has close to 20. I think I will get him a watch case also.
The rest of the weekend went well on Sat and Sun. Peter's brother came over on Sat and the kids drove us crazy. Sunday we did shopping but not for Christmas. We better get a move on. I already know what my dad wants, the grandma's are pretty easy to buy for and the rest of the family is hard. Well except for my son who tells me at every commercial what he wants. LOL.
Speaking of my son. He has been playing nick jr games and is so good these days he needs absolutely no help. He can also switch to his dvd games by himself as I have walked in to find him playing pin ball when he was previously playing Wow Wow Wubzy. He uses his thumb on the mouse since his hands are too small but it doesn't slow him down. He also has two hand coordination and can use the arrow keys and space bar at the same time to make the characters walk and jump at the appropriate times. The bad part is we have tos hut the computer off just to get him off to eat or do something different. He is hooked and doesn't event ake his eyes off to look at you. So I am not even certain what his limit should be.
On a bad note. Someone broke into Jared's car over the weekend and stole his laptop that we just bought him last Christmas out of the trunk. So he lost the camera we gave him. He broke the camcorder we bought him and now this. I swear his kids are the most irresponsible I have ever seen.
Friday, November 24, 2006
ps
Maybe the title of the previous post should be the title of my blog. It has a sort of ring to it, don't you think?
Unreasonable bitch that I am
Hope you all had a wonderful turkey day.
Ours was very nice, up until the end that is, when Andrew wanted to spend the night. According to Peter he was having his mother drop him off at Ojiichan's house after their Thanksgiving in Oroville. I said that is fine, until he AND his girlfriend arrived. I wasn't asked if the girlfriend could spend the night on Aiden's birthday and Peter had already told the kids it was okay. I was pissed. So when she showed up I promptly went over to Peter and told him that the girlfriend spending the night is not a part of the deal. So he told the kids that they couldn't spend the night that night. So today rolls around and we were to go pick up Andrew and go Christmas shopping. Peter asked if he was spending the night and the answer was yes so Peter says to his son well can you come alone please I would like to spend some alone time with you. Andrews answer was apparently no and that her parents were going to Tahoe. Not my problem!!! So then Peter say well let me talk it over with Regina. My response did not change. First of all I don't care if they are sleeping in another room. They are both too young, secondly Andrew is not trust worthy and just because he recently started to try and get clean doesn't mean anything to me. He has to earn my trust. The last time he was at our house besides Aiden's bday he ordered porn on our cable with out permission (like we would give it) charged up $30 never apologized never offered to work off the money, he also stole my medication and ended up in the er, times before that he would go out and not come home making us go look for him and report him missing, charnged up porn on other occasion as well, had friends over and took pictures of them smoking pot in our house. Peter says I am being unreasonable. I did not budge no matter if I was crying or he was pissed because I started swearing. He claims that I wasn't compromising. I told him oh fuck that I compromise plenty in this relationship. He asks what would make me happy. Is aid if you respected my feelings. He claims he does. I said well then if you respect my feelings then let's talk about sex so then he blamed me not wanting Andrew to spend the night is because I was trying ot get even. That made me even madder but I told him he was the one that changed the subject and that I am pretty happy with our relationship but when it comes to his son it is the only freakin time we really argue. I told him Andrew is more than welcome to come up here by himself but it is NOT MY FAULT his son is so immature that he won't come up unless he can have a slumber party. I said that right there shows his immaturity and lack of consideration for your feelings. Fuck that. Oh then he tried to say I wasn't allowing his son to come up because I didn't like him. What ever, Petr was just trying to get back at me like an immature 15 year old. Then he brought up how wild I was as a kid and I promptly told him that as an adult it doesn't mean I fucking aprrove of that behavior now. I said I certainly wouldn't let Aiden havea girl spend the night at age 15 and I certainly won't allow him to do wild things just because I did and if that is his reasoning and he wants his son to turn out the way he did then he's sick. That made him really mad. In the end he called up Andrew and told him I wasn't comfortable but that he would still pick him up to shop. Asked him if he would come spend the night any way. NOPE Selfish little brat that he is. Nothing has changed about his behavior I am sorry. I am not about to provide him with the convenient opportunity to have a fuck fest in our house. Peter left and as we promised my dad is bringing Aiden over to be babysat. I refused to go with Petr and here I am at home. Before he left we both apologized. I did not apologize for my feelings however. If I allow it now then I have to allow it again and again and with diffrent girls and blah blah blah No way. I even vented to Harumi last night and I know that she said something to Peter's dad because when he called last night to make sure we got home he asked something about Andrew and Peter had said that he took the kids home and then in that tone of ofcourse not he said NO, DAD! I know it had to do with her and him spending the night. I told my dad what was going on over the phone and told him Peter would be late. He agrees with me, ofcourse he is from a conservative generation. Things might be different of Andrew behaved differently but here is a boy that called me cocksucker, cunt, ugly anorexic bitch and expects me to just roll over to what ever his dad says. Oh I don't think so. Not after he has repeatedly missbehaved. less than a week ago he took Morphine, a hallucinegenic and pissed all over his mothers floor he was so out of it. Yeah and I am the foul mouthed unreasonable bitch in the family. That should have been my costume, oh wait it already was/is.
Ours was very nice, up until the end that is, when Andrew wanted to spend the night. According to Peter he was having his mother drop him off at Ojiichan's house after their Thanksgiving in Oroville. I said that is fine, until he AND his girlfriend arrived. I wasn't asked if the girlfriend could spend the night on Aiden's birthday and Peter had already told the kids it was okay. I was pissed. So when she showed up I promptly went over to Peter and told him that the girlfriend spending the night is not a part of the deal. So he told the kids that they couldn't spend the night that night. So today rolls around and we were to go pick up Andrew and go Christmas shopping. Peter asked if he was spending the night and the answer was yes so Peter says to his son well can you come alone please I would like to spend some alone time with you. Andrews answer was apparently no and that her parents were going to Tahoe. Not my problem!!! So then Peter say well let me talk it over with Regina. My response did not change. First of all I don't care if they are sleeping in another room. They are both too young, secondly Andrew is not trust worthy and just because he recently started to try and get clean doesn't mean anything to me. He has to earn my trust. The last time he was at our house besides Aiden's bday he ordered porn on our cable with out permission (like we would give it) charged up $30 never apologized never offered to work off the money, he also stole my medication and ended up in the er, times before that he would go out and not come home making us go look for him and report him missing, charnged up porn on other occasion as well, had friends over and took pictures of them smoking pot in our house. Peter says I am being unreasonable. I did not budge no matter if I was crying or he was pissed because I started swearing. He claims that I wasn't compromising. I told him oh fuck that I compromise plenty in this relationship. He asks what would make me happy. Is aid if you respected my feelings. He claims he does. I said well then if you respect my feelings then let's talk about sex so then he blamed me not wanting Andrew to spend the night is because I was trying ot get even. That made me even madder but I told him he was the one that changed the subject and that I am pretty happy with our relationship but when it comes to his son it is the only freakin time we really argue. I told him Andrew is more than welcome to come up here by himself but it is NOT MY FAULT his son is so immature that he won't come up unless he can have a slumber party. I said that right there shows his immaturity and lack of consideration for your feelings. Fuck that. Oh then he tried to say I wasn't allowing his son to come up because I didn't like him. What ever, Petr was just trying to get back at me like an immature 15 year old. Then he brought up how wild I was as a kid and I promptly told him that as an adult it doesn't mean I fucking aprrove of that behavior now. I said I certainly wouldn't let Aiden havea girl spend the night at age 15 and I certainly won't allow him to do wild things just because I did and if that is his reasoning and he wants his son to turn out the way he did then he's sick. That made him really mad. In the end he called up Andrew and told him I wasn't comfortable but that he would still pick him up to shop. Asked him if he would come spend the night any way. NOPE Selfish little brat that he is. Nothing has changed about his behavior I am sorry. I am not about to provide him with the convenient opportunity to have a fuck fest in our house. Peter left and as we promised my dad is bringing Aiden over to be babysat. I refused to go with Petr and here I am at home. Before he left we both apologized. I did not apologize for my feelings however. If I allow it now then I have to allow it again and again and with diffrent girls and blah blah blah No way. I even vented to Harumi last night and I know that she said something to Peter's dad because when he called last night to make sure we got home he asked something about Andrew and Peter had said that he took the kids home and then in that tone of ofcourse not he said NO, DAD! I know it had to do with her and him spending the night. I told my dad what was going on over the phone and told him Peter would be late. He agrees with me, ofcourse he is from a conservative generation. Things might be different of Andrew behaved differently but here is a boy that called me cocksucker, cunt, ugly anorexic bitch and expects me to just roll over to what ever his dad says. Oh I don't think so. Not after he has repeatedly missbehaved. less than a week ago he took Morphine, a hallucinegenic and pissed all over his mothers floor he was so out of it. Yeah and I am the foul mouthed unreasonable bitch in the family. That should have been my costume, oh wait it already was/is.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Pumkin pie season
Day what ever on You On a Diet and I have kept up with my walking and eating until today. A pumpkin pie was calling out to me at the grocery store. Bought it and I am now sitting here at 11:39 pm eating a slice. I caved because I kept thinking about having one all night long.
I am feeling the exact opposite of last week. I don't feel so depressed and I have energy now. A lot more than last week. I think a big part of it is hormonal too. I need to go back on the pill. I get pms really bad and terrible mood swings. I think going back on the pill would help. The problem is that I have no insurance now. I thought about going to planned parenthood to see if they could help out. I am due for a pap this month any way. Maybe I should go to the clinic I was going to since we moved here. I am not sure what to do.
I still think Jared's ex girlfriend is a bitch and I don't have any problems telling Peter either. I guess she emailed him recently saying she misses Jared's family. Yeah she missed getting help financially from Peter. I had written an email to Jared a few weeks back saying that I bet she has his camera and the reason she put her myspace on private was so we couldn't see the ongoing pics. So he never responds to me but she does and says a bunch of immature crap and to stop thinking that she is heartless and would mow Jared over. She talks about that Jared's behavior made her realize she needs to focus on school and work. Yet she was the one that fucked the neighbor guy and now she has a pic on her myspace profile of her and some dude with is hand on her boob. Yeah I know where her focus is. She is two faced and Peter still thinks it is all my fault that her and I don't get along because I was on meds when she stayed with us two summers ago. That story is really long and I don't feel like typing everything that happened. Well enough of that. I better go to bed.
I am feeling the exact opposite of last week. I don't feel so depressed and I have energy now. A lot more than last week. I think a big part of it is hormonal too. I need to go back on the pill. I get pms really bad and terrible mood swings. I think going back on the pill would help. The problem is that I have no insurance now. I thought about going to planned parenthood to see if they could help out. I am due for a pap this month any way. Maybe I should go to the clinic I was going to since we moved here. I am not sure what to do.
I still think Jared's ex girlfriend is a bitch and I don't have any problems telling Peter either. I guess she emailed him recently saying she misses Jared's family. Yeah she missed getting help financially from Peter. I had written an email to Jared a few weeks back saying that I bet she has his camera and the reason she put her myspace on private was so we couldn't see the ongoing pics. So he never responds to me but she does and says a bunch of immature crap and to stop thinking that she is heartless and would mow Jared over. She talks about that Jared's behavior made her realize she needs to focus on school and work. Yet she was the one that fucked the neighbor guy and now she has a pic on her myspace profile of her and some dude with is hand on her boob. Yeah I know where her focus is. She is two faced and Peter still thinks it is all my fault that her and I don't get along because I was on meds when she stayed with us two summers ago. That story is really long and I don't feel like typing everything that happened. Well enough of that. I better go to bed.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Going to fit in my clothes again
Day three on the You On a Diet plan. It isn't hard really and I haven't been hungry it just takes discipline. Discipline of not putting french fries in my mouth if Aiden has some. Discipline of cutting up loads and loads of veggies. I eat veggie pita's nearly every snack and I eat a huge salad every lunch. I have also been walking every day for a half hour. If the weather doesn't permit it I bought a aerobic video. I am also considering taking a PE class at school. The next semester starts in Jan. I only fit into one pair of jeans now and many tops are too small. Time to do something about it. Blah
Friday, November 17, 2006
ps.
Cali the enchiladas turned out fine. I used medium hot enchilada sauce so they were too spicy for Aiden. Poor guy spit it out. We had them again last night with stir fry veggies. This am Peter says what were you thinking making stir fry and mexican last night. Well it is the thinking of a depressed person. I knew I needed to get some veggies in me and I didn't want the enchiladas to go to waste.
I wrote a big ole long post yesterday about being depressed and ditching school and ow I finally took a shower after 1 and dragged my ass to the grocery store. Then blogger was down for maintenance. Man I hate that and there is no way for me to save it except copy and past to Word or something but I didn't. I opted to be depressed AND pissed off.
Now I am back to just depressed.
Andrew has been taking Morphine and some other hallucinagenic drug. He was acting strange and not talking in coherent sentences on Wed night. He peed on his mom's kitchen floor. I would have taken my son to the hospital and had his stomach pumped, but that is me. She is taking him to an NA meeting tonight. One that I used to go to when I lived at MAD house. I guess Andrew didn't tell her about the drugs but his girlfriend, heather did. She said he has been getting the stuff at school. As for Jared he doesn't come home anymore and is hanging out at his friends house. This friend got him a job selling cell phones but Peter said "I think he is a faggot and is stringing Jared along". I don't think he meant faggot faggot he always calls losers such as my exhusband a faggot.
Now I am back to just depressed.
Andrew has been taking Morphine and some other hallucinagenic drug. He was acting strange and not talking in coherent sentences on Wed night. He peed on his mom's kitchen floor. I would have taken my son to the hospital and had his stomach pumped, but that is me. She is taking him to an NA meeting tonight. One that I used to go to when I lived at MAD house. I guess Andrew didn't tell her about the drugs but his girlfriend, heather did. She said he has been getting the stuff at school. As for Jared he doesn't come home anymore and is hanging out at his friends house. This friend got him a job selling cell phones but Peter said "I think he is a faggot and is stringing Jared along". I don't think he meant faggot faggot he always calls losers such as my exhusband a faggot.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Friggin enchiladas
Some days it is so hard to get myself motivated. Motivated to clean the house, to do laundry, to do the dishes, to do homework, to cook dinner and even to do things my son likes to do. Today is one of those days. I still have the homework and dreaded cooking to do. I can't pull the you are eating curry (premade packaged) and rice card tonight because that was last night. I was still feeling sick yesterday so Peter told me to go ahead and feed him curry. I ate a bologna sandwhich and Aiden ate left over Stauffers lasagna(sp?). We have a stack of corn tortilla that needs to be used up so I really ought to make enchilada's. Peter bought this hue stack and I do not know what he was thinking. There are like 50 of these in one bag. There are 2 1/2 of us. How in the hell am I going to use up that many tortillas. Do tortilla's freeze well? I seem to recall trying and then they fell apart on me after defrosting. I don't even feel like amking stinking enchiladas, it takes forever and gets me and my kitchen messy. So maybe I will make it another day, now what to make with a lb of ground beef I already defrosted. Never mind I am off to make friggin enchiladas. I can't listen to my conscience eat at me over the much needed to be used tortillas.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Still feel yucko
Went to school, missed one on my quiz last week. Now I am back home and going back to bed while Aiden is still in daycare. Screw homework, housework and laundry for the day or atleast until I get a few hours sleep. Last night was the pits in a bad way. BAH
Monday, November 13, 2006
Definately sick
We spent the whole day Sat and into the evening at Peter's parents house and I didn't feel too bad and it was a really nice visit. We ended up seeing uncle Solar and Seiji over there so he didn't have to drive here. Then on Sunday my dad and Monti came over and visited at our house. Monti brought up a pork loin cooked in the crock pot with onions and cherries. It was pretty darned good. So I made brown rice cooked with chicken broth and a butternut squash. Thank heavens it was easy stuff. I felt sick on Sunday and super tired but I hung in there and visited.
Now today is another story. I had to get up early because I am so completely stuffed up. I was drooling all over myself from breathing thru my mouth. Talk about cotton mouth. Any ways up about an hour before I usually get up. I went straight for the cold medicine and a cup of coffee. I got a really sweet note this am. It said Goodmorning Mrs. ....... (Peter's last name) Hope you feel better today. Stay warm and dry. Love Peter. I called him right away and thanked him. he is on his way to Sparks Nev. to do reapir work, Blah. Sometimes he get stuck doing it because the customers specifically ask him to because they don't trust anyone else, so ofcourse Peter never says no.
Oh heavens it is going to be hard with Aiden today.
Now today is another story. I had to get up early because I am so completely stuffed up. I was drooling all over myself from breathing thru my mouth. Talk about cotton mouth. Any ways up about an hour before I usually get up. I went straight for the cold medicine and a cup of coffee. I got a really sweet note this am. It said Goodmorning Mrs. ....... (Peter's last name) Hope you feel better today. Stay warm and dry. Love Peter. I called him right away and thanked him. he is on his way to Sparks Nev. to do reapir work, Blah. Sometimes he get stuck doing it because the customers specifically ask him to because they don't trust anyone else, so ofcourse Peter never says no.
Oh heavens it is going to be hard with Aiden today.
Friday, November 10, 2006
illness sucks!
I think I am getting what Aiden has. In the middle of the night my throat was sore. I sucked on a cough drop all night long. Took lots of sips of water to help eas the pain. I am stuffed up too. Having to take a decongestant and even nasal spray. Ughh
Now today I am so tired. I need to get the house straightened and clean again for visitors tomorrow but the hell with it I am going to take a nap when Aiden does in about 35 minutes. I was going to do art crafts with him but I am just to tired to get it done and then cleaned up. I plan to have him make Christmas ornaments out of home made self hardening clay. I got this art book I bought through Book of The Month Club and it is all about arts and crafts for 3 to 6 year olds. What a fun book but I need to get a ton of supplies. He just loves art and to make messes but I really have to be up for it I tell you. It is not an every day event around here like it is at his preschool. They do art every day sp Aiden brings home tons of projects that he made and I am putting them in Scrapbook albums and all over his wall and a small wall in my bedroom. Those things are so cute. Peter is always saying, you can't keep all of his papers the rest of his life. I usually reply yes I can.
Any ways hope everyone has a great safe, fun, and healthy weekend.
Now today I am so tired. I need to get the house straightened and clean again for visitors tomorrow but the hell with it I am going to take a nap when Aiden does in about 35 minutes. I was going to do art crafts with him but I am just to tired to get it done and then cleaned up. I plan to have him make Christmas ornaments out of home made self hardening clay. I got this art book I bought through Book of The Month Club and it is all about arts and crafts for 3 to 6 year olds. What a fun book but I need to get a ton of supplies. He just loves art and to make messes but I really have to be up for it I tell you. It is not an every day event around here like it is at his preschool. They do art every day sp Aiden brings home tons of projects that he made and I am putting them in Scrapbook albums and all over his wall and a small wall in my bedroom. Those things are so cute. Peter is always saying, you can't keep all of his papers the rest of his life. I usually reply yes I can.
Any ways hope everyone has a great safe, fun, and healthy weekend.
Guess Jared isn't coming up after all. He wants to be available just in case a prospective employer calls and wants him to show up for an interview etc. He is now interested in selling cell phones. Peter isn't too happy with his decision because quite frankly Jared doesn't have the skills to verbally communicate well and is not assertive enough to be a sales person and he mumbles. He is going to live and learn from this I suppose. H ealso applied at Lowes and they seem to be a pretty good employer. A new Lowes is opening up here in town and I am even thinking about part time employment. The only thing is I can't have screwy hours because most of the time Peter would not get off of work in time to pick up Aiden from Daycare.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
I guess this weekend we are having a lot of family over. My dad and Monti, Uncle Solar and Seiji and Jared. I was quite surprised Jared wanted to come up again but I think it is because we don't put him to work really like his step dad does. He will help clean the fish tank this weekend but that is it. Not like reinsulating at his step dad's.
I went to class and it wasn't so bad. I think I might have done okay on the quiz. I totally studied the wrong material Arg. From here on out he said it should be pretty easy. Yeah right.
Aiden is still sick so I picked him up from daycare early. I need to wash the dog today and mop the floors and clean the toilets for the weekend. I already dusted and vacuumed. Now what the hell to do for dinner.
I went to class and it wasn't so bad. I think I might have done okay on the quiz. I totally studied the wrong material Arg. From here on out he said it should be pretty easy. Yeah right.
Aiden is still sick so I picked him up from daycare early. I need to wash the dog today and mop the floors and clean the toilets for the weekend. I already dusted and vacuumed. Now what the hell to do for dinner.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Blah
Another day with a sick child, lack of sleep and no energy. Blah sums it up both physically and mentally. I am going to have to go to school tomorrow and I don't feel like doing my make up work or studying. Blah on that too.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Biatch
I had forgotten to post some stuff for last week so I did and it is in the order written. Anyways Jared went over to Christina's yesterday with his mom to get his stuff and the bitch "couldn't find the camera" Yeah right she used it on 11/4/06 to post a new myspace pic and then set it to private so we won't see what other new pics she has taken. I so wish we could send her a bill for the camera. It was not meant for that bitch.I guess he got everything else, shut down his comcast, PG&E and got himself off the lease. He should have never paid her for the $100 he owed on rent. Her true colors are really showing and I told Peter the other day, I told you so and he was like I told you what. So I said I told you a long time ago she was no good and would hurt him but I didn't expect it so soon. She already has a pic up of her and this new guy that she cheated on Jared with and his family at some amusement park thing. I wish I was 14 again and could justify calling her and telling her exactly what I think of her. Oh well I got to stop letting her rent space in my head free of charge cause it is getting old.
Aiden is sick and has been since the middle of the night Sunday. He has been using the potty on his own on a more regular basis. I knew that is how he would finally do it. he would scream at the idea of using the potty but when it is his idea he is eager to go. He gets so much praise from us and lots and lots of stickers. Stickers are still a nice reward.
Peter and I have been getting along real well. In fact I think he even feels closer to me now. He has been pretty sweat these past few days. We really have come a long long way. I am glad I didn't give up on him. I have an easy life because of him and I am ever so grateful. Sometimes I miss work but I don't miss the stress of it all. School is still going well except for missing a few days here and there because of Aiden's illness and what not.
Aiden is sick and has been since the middle of the night Sunday. He has been using the potty on his own on a more regular basis. I knew that is how he would finally do it. he would scream at the idea of using the potty but when it is his idea he is eager to go. He gets so much praise from us and lots and lots of stickers. Stickers are still a nice reward.
Peter and I have been getting along real well. In fact I think he even feels closer to me now. He has been pretty sweat these past few days. We really have come a long long way. I am glad I didn't give up on him. I have an easy life because of him and I am ever so grateful. Sometimes I miss work but I don't miss the stress of it all. School is still going well except for missing a few days here and there because of Aiden's illness and what not.
Monday, November 06, 2006
Jared's visit was short but went well. He is supposedely going over to Christina's house today to nget his stuff. We urged him to get everything we had given them because technically it is his not hers. We gave him a $300 camera, a laptop computer, bathrom rugs, a bed, a stereo, rice maker, etc. i sure hope he doesn't play his mr nice guy card. he is still trying to suck up to her. I have been looking at their my space sites and she took him off her friends list. he posted a bunch of notes on the 4th and she never responded. just goes to show whe is still breaking up and he doesn't want it. We prayed for him every night and assured him life will get better. I told him what ever he does don't marry his grief. I hope he understood what I meant.
We watched flight 93 and after ward I bawled my head off the rest of the night. i don't talk much about the goings n outside of my little world and for the most part I try a lot of times to not know. When you really look the world is in such violence, destruction, and down fall. I get wrapped up in that shit and get all too sad so I try to avoid the news at times and the news paper. I have been reading lately and there have been so many cop killings this past year. It is crazy.
We watched flight 93 and after ward I bawled my head off the rest of the night. i don't talk much about the goings n outside of my little world and for the most part I try a lot of times to not know. When you really look the world is in such violence, destruction, and down fall. I get wrapped up in that shit and get all too sad so I try to avoid the news at times and the news paper. I have been reading lately and there have been so many cop killings this past year. It is crazy.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Thursday, November 02, 2006
I guess Jared is going to come spend some time at our house to get away from it all. I am going to go pick him up tomorrow after he gets his paycheck. My dad's gf isn't feeling too hot still so we are going to shoot for tomorrow and even if she can't go I may go and drop off Aiden at Ojiichan's house.
Today is Aiden's actual birthday and I sent him to school. I think he would have a much better time at school than at home any way. He was stuck at home with me all day yesterday. Although he didn't seem to mind playing with his toys and painting the dog neon orange when I wasn't looking. I had to put a stop to that real quick. Aiden had to not move in the kitchen while I threw the dog in the bath tub and close the door. Then I had to clean Aiden's feet before he could even walk to the bathroom to wash his hands and arms. Then I had to clean the tile and grout before it set in before I could even wash the dog. That whole fiasco was a pain but when all was done I laughed. Grandma Monti got a good laugh out of it this am.
My dad is in Branson,Mo. and called to wish Aiden a happy Halloween. I had to cut it short though because I felt sick. I missed out on Halloween from feeling like barfing so Peter had to take him trick or treating. I will have to show Aiden on a map where Papa is. I got to go to Branson when I was married to my first husband who had relatives in the rural town of Macon, Mo. They drove me to what is now the College of The Ozarks. When my dad went there it was a boarding school and a self sufficient community. They raised their own meat, grew their own crops, and generated their electricity, etc. His high school reunion is this month. When we went though the tour was closed and I just walked around the college. My ex got the pics from our trip and that is the only thing I regret not taking. I got some really cool photo's. Dad and Uncle Gordon are going to visit cousins while there. Pretty cool if you ask me.
Today is Aiden's actual birthday and I sent him to school. I think he would have a much better time at school than at home any way. He was stuck at home with me all day yesterday. Although he didn't seem to mind playing with his toys and painting the dog neon orange when I wasn't looking. I had to put a stop to that real quick. Aiden had to not move in the kitchen while I threw the dog in the bath tub and close the door. Then I had to clean Aiden's feet before he could even walk to the bathroom to wash his hands and arms. Then I had to clean the tile and grout before it set in before I could even wash the dog. That whole fiasco was a pain but when all was done I laughed. Grandma Monti got a good laugh out of it this am.
My dad is in Branson,Mo. and called to wish Aiden a happy Halloween. I had to cut it short though because I felt sick. I missed out on Halloween from feeling like barfing so Peter had to take him trick or treating. I will have to show Aiden on a map where Papa is. I got to go to Branson when I was married to my first husband who had relatives in the rural town of Macon, Mo. They drove me to what is now the College of The Ozarks. When my dad went there it was a boarding school and a self sufficient community. They raised their own meat, grew their own crops, and generated their electricity, etc. His high school reunion is this month. When we went though the tour was closed and I just walked around the college. My ex got the pics from our trip and that is the only thing I regret not taking. I got some really cool photo's. Dad and Uncle Gordon are going to visit cousins while there. Pretty cool if you ask me.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Today is sad and happy
Happy because of Aiden's birthday this week, I got a 92 out of 100 on my test and I am still happy to be getting married one of these days. Sad because Jared and Christina are really breaking up. I woke up at 4 am today and was thinking about Jared and couldn't go back to sleep. So I called this am and he sounded terrible. So I called Peter and he said that Jared had spent the night last night with her so he wasn't to worried. Then later today Peter called me and said Jared was upset because they are breaking up and he got fired for missing work (because Christina cheated on him and they were breaking up so he was too upset to go in). I know he is hating life right now and he is the kind of person that always plays the victim and thinks that God hates him or something. I hate that he is always feeling like a victim because he will always be a victim and he just doesn't see it like that because he is a victim!!! Arrgh. Well anyways Peter told him to pack all of his stuff up and then Peter would go over and pick it all up. He is going to move back in with his mom. Peter will tell him that he is welcome at our house to get away from it all. I told him to tell Jared he can come tonight if he wants and he would have the whole house to himself for most of the day tomorrow since I am going to Sacto. to see my aunt.
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